not too much to tell....i had undiagnosed clinical depression since i was a teenager and didnt get help until one of my friends who i routinely broke down on told me he couldn't help me anymore....so i finally decided to go to counseling, and this probably saved my life. i was 20. so i started seeing a counselor, and that went okay for a while, then i went on some medication because i was becoming suicidal...it helped for a while then stopped working so i stopped taking it because i thought i was better...BUT the breakdowns continued and i just did the whole "grin and bear it thing" for a while until i realized i needed help again so i went back on medication..this time aroudn it made me want to kill myself(which i almost did) so i decided to go the natural way and saw a naturopathic physician. So far that has worked better than any antidepressant, however, i just went through a really really bad depressive phase and it caught me off guard so much that i wasnt ready to handle it so i tried to kill myself. I wanted out of this life so badly, i just wanted the pain to go away. I think that I want to be ready to understand and deal with this disease but i just don't know how to do it yet....i am currently more stable but still a little freaked out.....
i guess thats my story...with many details left out of course, but thats ok....
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